Friday, September 2, 2011

JustFine

Fine, I'll change
I'll give in
I'll quit
I'll admit failure and know that it still means I have a chance

Fine, I'll surrender
I'll exit plan A
I'll move on
I'll put my loss on display for the world to mock

Fine, I'll listen
I'll trust
I'll believe
I'll embrace my lack of control and give it to you

Fine, I'll ask for help
I'll submit
I'll serve
I'll be empowered by that which I do not know

What? I'm fine. Right?

- Author Unknown

Monday, February 7, 2011

If I lay here, if I just lay here...

...will anybody even notice?

I mean sure, the St. John's Wort tablets that I've been taking three times a day to assist with my undiagnosed depression have helped, but I can't help but wonder if it's going to be enough.

On top of all this, I believe I have fallen in love for the first time.

What makes me think that?

Because I've never felt any of these emotions before..and I think that I like them.

And him. Joshua Allen Robinson. Resident of Carrollton, Georgia; the meeting of which was all played out by fate.