Freedom's paradoxicality.

Freedom's paradoxicality., originally uploaded by Domen Colja.

This was such an intersting picture, I just had to post it!

De Haar Castle

De Haar Castle, originally uploaded by Digit@l Exposure II.

This castle is friggn' gorgeous! Maybe in June of 2010 when I go to the Netherlands I'll be able to see it :]

Jaded Junior? More like Sardonic Senior now.

Whoa...I haven't posted in FOREVER!!

I finished my first novel, "Pure", back in July. And I have plans for a sequel, but first I've gotten myself twelve chapters deep in a completely different story that I'm working on at the moment.

I write a lot. On average probably 3,500 words a week.

However, now I am in my SENIOR YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL!

And I graduate in May of 2010.

I cannot wait. It will be fantastic.

And then in late June I shall start my technical college.

Paradoxical, my dear Watson

Everyone seems to like me, but nobody seems to love me.

Everyone seems to trust me with their secrets, but there's nobody I can trust with mine.

Everyone seems to rely on me to play their therapist and be their shoulder to cry on, but there's nobody with an open shoulder or listening ear for me to use.

Everyone has at least one person that has liked them for years, but nobody has ever truly "liked" me.

Everyone can live, but nobody is fully alive.

Just a few tidbits of my day.

Woop de do...one week until wear-all-black-day!

Okay, so it's been one month since I posted on here...and it's one week until that blessed day.

Gag.

Valentine's Day.

I'm going to be spending it eating a box of chocolates I bought myself and watching Brokeback Mountain, one of the best romantic movies ever made!

But I'm geting into a deep conversation with my friend right now, so I'm going to focus completely on that.

Cheerio ^^

Change is necessary, nothing lasts forever

I know this.

I have accepted this.

My only question is...why can't I keep just one close friend? How come they all have to change into completely different people?
Yes, we all change, but do we all have to become a 180 degree variant from our past selves?


I guess the only thing I have left is my story that I'm currently writing chapter 9 of. I think it will turn out splendidly ^^ Yet, seeing as this is my first ever story, I'm not expecting it to blow your mind, however I hope people find it interesting, thought provoking, and an overall pleasant read.


Will let you know once it's all done!