Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Black spiders and nutmeg with milk: this is what my dreams are made of

This past week, I have been getting adequate sleep. Perhaps a bit too adequate, actually. Every night I have had a dream, and this past one was just too bizarre not to post.

It started out with me being in my bedroom. I looked at my ceiling and it was covered in big, black spiders. Then the spiders began to coat my walls and floor, and soon were all over everything but me.

Here's where the real craziness sparks: my mother's acupuncturist, Rick, walks into my bedroom, wearing his nice corporate white shirt and tie. He simply stands for a moment or two, admiring my room, before he says, "Nice job you've done in here."

He then takes a small glass bottle with a white cap out of his pocket and holds it out to me. In a very serious tone, he says, "Take this nutmeg and mix it with milk. After that, drink it all. You will then discover your inner soul."

Cue alarm clock and end of dream.

I spent my entire day pondering over what that dream could possibly mean, since most of the time they do in fact have a deeper meaning. Well, I know the bit about finding your 'inner soul' has to do with the fact that I have been doing a bit of research on Buddhism and Hinduism.

Maybe that's why that bit was in there.

As for the rest, it's all Chinese to me.

Well, I have been eating sharp cheddar cheese before bed each night. Maybe that has some correlation to my wacky dreams.

Who knows?

Just in case, tonight I think I'll hold off on the dairy.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

What does not kill you will only make you stronger

Well, all I have to say is I knew I was right. I just wasn't listening to myself.

I knew back in the summer that Alex and I weren't actually friends.

Now, to make it all official, we are not in contact anymore. I cut all ties with her a few weeks back, and am very happy to state that I no longer have to deal with her weak-minded stature anymore.

PARTY TIME!!

God, I am so fucking glad that she's out of my life. To be honest, though, it did take me a while (about a week, actually) to fully let her go, since we had been quite close friends.

Finally, I can move on to good people.

In other news, Christina (that little girl I babysat on & off during the summer) sent me a text last night simply saying, "You're in trouble!"
So I sent her back a normal reply, "What are you talking about?"
All she said was, "I'm not telling you...but you'll find out later this week!"

I have no clue what that's about.

Alright, maybe I do, but it doesn't make much sense to me.

Last weekend, I was supposed to supervise her and her friend at Fright Fest (that Six Flags Halloween event) but on the day of, my eye decided to become infected and swell shut. I called her and told her I couldn't come and all she said was, "I don't care." Quite rudely, she hung up then. And sent me a text a minute later saying, 'You don't want to go to Six Flags whatever. You're missing out on the fun.'

Um...hello bitch? My eye is swollen shut? Did you not get that or something? I only said it three times.

I sent her a text back again repeating the fact about my eye, and all she said was whatever.

If the whole, 'You're in trouble!' text she sent me has to do with the fact I had to miss the Fright Fest event, and her mother is mad at me and thinks I simply skipped going, I will shoot myself in the foot.

Seriously.

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Yaoi, anyone?

Well, I'm not sure if this will give away my gender or not, but...I'm trying my hand at writing a YuGiOh-yaoi fanfiction.

Here's the link to my page, in case you want to read what I've got so far :]

It would make me very happy if you gave it a review as well. But when you do, please tell me that you got the link to my author page from my blog, okay?

Thank you in advance :)